ENOUGH Bullshit

Monday, Oct. 26, 2009 @ 9:57 AM

I'm so damn tired of taking on people's shit!

The more and more I hear the more and more I just want to move some where i dont have to know anyone. The reason I say this is becuz i have more thne one person dump their problems on me with a little bit of meannes or coldness directed at me like I have something to do with them being in the situations they find themselves in.

Can you believe I have been BLAMED for losing a friend, I have been told I will never stop depending on people becuz i'm a chicken shit (paraphrasing here), I have been told that I TOLD someone to give up on their friend, I have been then made a consolaltion best friend becuz of it, I have been told I shouldnt share my feelings since MY FEELINGS make people make bad decisions, and the kicker here is that not only will I never be on my own I should keep myself to myself when it comes to other peoples friends since I dont have to know everyone in someone's life since its just me being paranoid and hurtful not curious.

I'm so tired of the bullshit! How can my feelings help you make the decision to GIVE UP on your BEST friend? I dont understand that at all but supposedly I asked for this person to do this. If I wouldnt give up my friends why would I ASK someone to do it? There is supposedly proof to the asking and I made damn well to demand to see it. But the kicker to this last night I found out I would become the new best friend. Fuck that i dont want any of that bullshit! Why should I do enough as it is go and get your fucking best friend back I dont want to be the consolation prize to your PRECIOUS best friend that you could tell everything to but you cant have her meet me since it was never important enough!

Man I just had enough

I am April, but usually I'm called Lexi, Zan, or Apple. I'm 28 now.

I am located in Texas.

Love status: Taken

Loves: Anime, History, GUYS, Books, Movies

Hates: bitches, backstabbers, liars