Reevaluation

Friday, Jan. 30, 2009 @ 12:04 PM

You know I think I have to reevaluate my wants again. Especially when it comes to romance.

I have noticed that I'm very big on traditional stuff when it comes to being with someone. I like to hang out and although not be under each other be near each other. I like being able to read next to my significant other while they watch tv. I like joking around and being playful.

I have figure out I HATE when that bubble is bursted by the significant other who is always on their phone. I cant stand that I should be understanding of calls especially if its past exs calling wanting money or basically being bitches who dont know how to grow up. Or of overly needed friends. But what I cant stand the most is when the significant other seems to need this attention even when its not all that great and when they may have started it in the first place when they call these needy friends or exs.

I also dont like having to play second to these people or to have to understand that before me these were the people in his life when they werent to big of a deal when we started to date. I dont like that I have to be nice to them. I hate I have to be pamper the significant other and get no pamperingin return. I hate I have to be the one to think about going out on dates and I hate being the one who gets pushed to the side for said date when significant other's friends want to hang out.

I hate alot more then I like huh? thats why I need to reevaluate why I have significant other. love aint enough and if sig. other cant see he is doing me wrong even when I tell him these things do I really want to keep trying?

I am April, but usually I'm called Lexi, Zan, or Apple. I'm 28 now.

I am located in Texas.

Love status: Taken

Loves: Anime, History, GUYS, Books, Movies

Hates: bitches, backstabbers, liars