I'm tired

I'm always tired

i got bit by a spider and I now have a hole in my leg. Its not very cool but then its interesting to see this little hole in my leg. I should go to the doctor for it becuz of the whole diabetes thing but I cant afford it

I'm sitting at work wondering when I will be able to go home. i dont gt off until 3pm but I still hope for early release.

Thursday is Thanksgiving and I promised Alex I would hang out with him and his ex's family. Its strange right to hang out with your boyfriend's ex-wife's family? Believe me I have no idea what I'm going to do. I will try to be social but I might have to havea drink before I'm comfortable and even then I wont be too confortable. You just cant trust a woman who was willing to cheat on your man then try to keep his kids from him only to now want to be nice to him and the new girlfriend.

i dont like her I have tried to be kinda unbiased of course its hard not to be biased but I was going to try to stay a bit separate from it but I really dont like people to be nice to me when they dont want to.

I think to be more honest she gives me bad vibes for some reason. I would love to blame the whole thing on her past relationship with Alex but its was there the first time I met her and its just increases the more I see her. I might be paranoid or just frustrated I have to see her but the vibes are there.

Anyway I wish I could do something other then just sit around.... I dont feel like reading I dont feel like surfing the net.

Oh well I guess I need to find something to do